Hi, I'm Cesilie Marie. Norwegian.  

"If I ever get around to living. It's gonna be just like I dreamed. I'm gonna take the love I'm given and set it free.

If I ever get around to living. I'll take the end of every day. Tie it up to every morning and sail away.

On a sailboat I am slowly floating nowhere. Lost the memories of where I am and why.

Black ocean churning, a million stars are burning. Planetariums were right about the sky."

- John Mayer

ABC interview pt.2 AU, 2009.
  • John Mayer: I don't think humanity is gonna evolve in time or has evolved in time to catch up with this radical change socially. I have seen people walk up to me who their society is in complete disagreement with their humanity. People will come up to me and act like I came up to them. They will walk up to me and say "You know, I never do this, and I don't really care either way." and they're trembling. Or people who hold up a camera to try and take your picture and they're trembling. Or people who are both coming to a show and acting like they don't care, you know. Our behavior is in complete diametric opposition with our humanity right now.
  • Interviewer: I think there's that whole thing of cyborgs and avatars, and you can be a hero in cyber space and it's much easier to do that than to actually go out into the real world and relate as a human being.
  • John: Absolutely.
  • Interviewer: Because you can't compete with this airbrush perfection.
  • John: Well here's what I found out not long ago. I was at a party, in the middle of October I went to a party and a woman approached me. A sweet, young middle aged girl, and she walked up but I could tell there was a glint in her eye, that there was something a little sinister about to come out. And her tape recorder went on and she started asking me these questions that were just designed--there was no probable good outcome for me, they were designed to corner me.
  • Interviewer: Because your BS radar must be really well developed by now.
  • John: Yeah, it's really good. I'm really hard to pin down, I'm really hard to play, you know. And so I could just tell, and this woman had her arms folded but still had this little microphone out and she was saying "What do you think about Obama winning the Nobel Peace Prize? I think it was early." You know, sort of these really leading questions.
  • Interviewer: Yeah, can't you see these headlines!
  • John: Yeah, what I did was, really shut her down. Because what was happening was, who she was trying to be behaviorally did not match her humanity. So she couldn't have been as snarky on her blog as she was in person, so she was coming off sweaty. She was just sweaty, you know. And I sort of took her down, not her, but I sort of took her blog down as I would have on the internet, but I did it in person. So it was a real time, in person, tearing down of this persons blog. And when this person went back to write their blog which of course was back in the tone of Godzilla. Not the sweaty 20 something woman, the Godzilla of snark, it took on this thing that I had been really mean to her. Like I had really been mean to her, so I learned something right there.
  • Interviewer: You didn't play the game.
  • John: Yeah, you can write it, and when you're in the matrix or the hatrix as I call it, you can write anything you want. You can write "I hope you get hit with a bullet, with a cancer tipped bullet and you die instantly", you can write anything you want, but if you say it in person, the rules of humanity have no choice but to still apply. The rules of humanity apply. And when you go back into the matrix you can write whatever you wanna write--you know this woman who was talking to me at this party, I started to feel bad. I said "What if I was a little harsh on her?" And I went to the blog that she had printed the whole thing, and the blog was called "The Vulture."

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